I know the title sounds emo as fuck, but I'll explain it and hopefully it loses it's emo..ness?
Since somewhere around 7 pm tonight I have had my eyes water up constantly. It almost feels like my body wants me to cry, but I don't feel like I have anything to cry over at all. Now, I've narrowed this down to three options:
1. The pain I have in my ear is forcing my body to react differently to how I actually feel about it.
2. I am just more tired than I think I am and thus my eyes gets watery.
3. I am having one of those weird fucking reactions to something that has happened where my mind is depressed as fuck, but I don't feel it untill later on, where it hits me like a fucking freight train to the face.
Now, I think the most logical would be #2, and #1 is the second most logical, #3 only happens in extreme situations when there's been something serious going on around me (death in the family, death of a friend, someone close to me being seriously injured/sick etc).
But I seem to get this sometimes, and I just can't explain how or why. Anyone that have an answer to this? I usually only get it during the evenings for a few hours, then it stops, and it lasts for a little over a week, then goes away for a few months.
Well, hopefully that explained the emoness a bit.
Sign...
...Actually, you have to listen to this first:
Atticus Ross - Panoramic (Main theme of 'Book of Eli')
That song has slammed into my top 3 movie themes of all time, and I can't put my finger on why.
Without further adue:
Signed, Exxy
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